Okay I literally just made the craziest realization. You know how, growing up, everyone had that really weird girl that held the position of the bud of everyone’s jokes. Well I just found out that THAT WAS ME. well, I figures it out. No wonder I didn’t have many friends and most of them were older or younger. And I only dated younger or older probably because they only dated me because they didn’t know the rumors and such. And I am now doomed to be around people who had similar situations as me.